My Birthday

So, I am turning 30 tomorrow. An age were I thought my life would be figured out. I wanted to be settled in my life by 30, not waiting. still. Waiting to be with a wonderful man, who makes me happy. Waiting to really start my legal career. 30 feels so hard. It feels like my hope is slowly fading away. I know people think I am being ridiculous, and I am really trying not to feel this way. But honestly, I just not expect to be here at this time in my life.